Thursday, December 24, 2009
It's 2am. I'm blogging here suddenly from no where.... nth to do oso... so do some updating for myself....
Yes! IIP started since oct 19, was bad for the 1st few weeks but as it goes on, things got better even wif the 6 of us. no more mi standing in the middle.. and caromes are getting close to us too not just fara. although he still veri close til ppl are asking us if something is going on btw them. wahahah impossible man! now is like 1 month and a few weeks to end my IIP. tt so fast= gradutaing soon enough too. IIP- really test urself and oso ur bonding wif ur frens realising who and how are they...
it can bring the grp tgt closer but oso can led the grp worst den it is. never ever let myself in the the bad situation. Again for sure new frens are made, and realising eh actually my this fren oso in the company as freelance.... hahha
My life - as u can imaging, away for camp = away from family and frens and sistas... no chioce.
it's so fast more than half a year tt he left... still miss him @ him but i'm fine. just sometime when do certain thing will remind mi of him. the empty room left behind.
xmas is coming soon, went shopping wif lin again so fst 1 yr alr. looking for presents for them are so dam hard... wad a theme we gave ourselves but is so fun after all... window shopping is oso quite a fun thing to do....
T.CO - don think tt ppl who wear so casual in wont buy anything out from it. sentence for the nite.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
bk todae
so wads up wif my life? not blogging any more?
nope jus don feel like blogging at times...
todae now @ chalet so veri free and it's raining so nth much to be done or can be done... so blog lor wahaha..
having holidae for quite long, not going to mout k wif sch (cant affort it) and frenz were bk to s'pore for the trip too. what else can i get myself to be busy wif none other than npcc.. yea jus went to officer nite 09 wif Mr peh, tgt wif wc, alan, nadz. met andy and melvin oso ray... haha again is a nite for us to discuss abt 2010 wad for the unit to complete.. and oso discuss abt annual camp... hahah maybe this annual camp will be a camp that i planning wif wc... yes i graduating soon next yr april.... times fly pass fast.... 3yrs... wif many happened out of our expectation.. not much have change in the unit jus the ppl that working wif changes... time to let go of np in my life. So take care my CIs gang.
My Fair Lady... watcin this drama now...
Bk... todae got mood to blog...
freaking tired of myself.. i seriously donoe wad m i doing for the whole lesson todae!!
my eyes jus feel like closing and have a long rest. but yet i have slp more than enough ytd!!!! todae team was wif sabrina gytt and one more guy forgot his name.. psps
den chatting randomly to my few frens.. nv go down for break todae close mus save $$.. $140... i spent over my budget of the month. wadever i earn is not even this amt yet lor.
keep telling myself to run in the morning but den it nv turn out to the way i want... freaking sian lor.... fyp finally ending soon last 100m and 24more hours to go. tml will be my fyp presentation le... scared and worried abt it.. although assessors are ai chin & leng er.. not worry coz of them but mysefl of not presenting well.. my only chance and last to present well... the questioning and answering part is the most dangerous.. and i'm the 3rd person man. my mind is all abt presentation and the dress code for tml man.....
mood is so bad this few daes.. getting better at 1st.. donoe why getting bad... so called or can be say tt i fought wif my fren of sis over working matters.. i'm not sure if i'm rite or i'm wrong... seriously... she got no choice so she come to us to help her. helped den wad. yes we get the pay so wad... tt's no the point... i donoe why i becoming so frustrate over this when it happened.. choosing between to work or no to work.. i don work she cannot go out den she got to work. den i sacrific my days wif my family too if i work..
she don wan to wei nan us we oso don wan wei nan u. for a MOMENT i felt so unfair or wadever tt making her problem our problem... anyway it's over.. wad to do - fren come 1st before anything.
now to be family will come be4 anything....
fren in sch oso the same.. shallnt comment or wadever.....
Yes AYG over!!!
Happy and also not happy for it.
Why because lesson is back to normal life! I missed the AYG TOs family and the group of swimmer that swam in all the events... No matter where I stood, it's a great view to catch the swimmers and watch them. From reporting, Take your mark, Jump off, and turning back, lastly the touch of the OMEGA. It's all so wonderful... Not forgetting seeing the Singapore Flag flying high up in the air... The 1st and 2nd position...
It's so hard to be a TO, you wouldn't be able to cheer, clap or any others thing even if the country came in 1st place.
Swimming is such a wonderful sport....
These are the pictures that I took during the events haha... for more go FB.. took a courage to went up to this korean swimmer for a photo wif hiim... wahaha.. started to regret not taking his fb... hiaz!!!
phone line kena cut off le.. if u msg mi sorry i won be able to either reply u thru msg or give you a call.
Life is spo stress full nowadays. No $$ nvm not a big problem to me used to it alr.. but y school n NP are still so mess up to mi. Family? Grandma going for her eye surgery again on the 10th June. Not that worry for this time round coz alr noe the doctor and seen him for long time so kind of relax abit and althought is not a major surgery. Jus nice SNSC is coming soon next week which mean I'm struck in sport school again for one week. Together wif the CE friends again hahah wonderfullll.... I can see something coming in~!!!
Np - sec 3 took over alr but it's again a process of mi to go thru. they still not familiar wif much thing and well I will only have the small no of ppl attending well i don care or bother now for it. Alot of comments is coming in abt them to mi. How am I going to change them guide them so that they cn meet up to the standard we want?
School- Understanding test is here again.. The 1st week after holidays, I will have all my paper and is all on the same well = to 5daes sch 5 day i'm going home at 5pm.... die liao lor... Report mus faster rush out but seems like nothing is start at this rate... ?? Who can be there to rush mi and also accompany mi at the same time being with mi? I might be strong outside playing around wif frens but deep in my heart????? It's not going to recover as soon as possible......
Crying on bus.. don ask mi why...
and it's bk again.. really i don like to be alone... don
ignore mi please...
Aron, Li Yan, Lin and the gang...
Thanks for everything. I'm back here. Sorry for not contacting anyone of you recently, just that I felt sick till now not yet recover. No worries okay, I'm back to school too. Can you imaging my 1st day of school, I'm sick still went do high element. Although it's just walking through a log and come back using continuous self belay. To mi, it's a good start even though I coughed the whole day.
Now i'm sneezing the whole day. so i won contact buddy u so early alrite. hope to see u and the gang soon man...
he's gone but nvm. I understand and will stay even stronger coz I'm Qiao Yi. His youngest daughter Neo Qiao Yi.
Sisters and Brothers, I'M BK REAL SOON!!!
thank hui for the lovely email, you sent. It brighten up my new life, coz everything cant be changed as what you have stated there, so let's never end it can... so next time i can send you back a even longer email wif our life. Maybe a book. wahaha
Thank Leen and gordon for the accompany, drinking and helping. Spending the toughest day wif me (mondae) although in the future there were lots of unhappiness but it's all the past. So there's nth to say or wadever. really so let's have a great future man.....
