Loves
-Standing under the sUn dOing training.
Camping.
d0 0utdoor stuff(not much experience).
g0 sHoppIng with mY elder sister.
w@tch t@iw@n dr@m@ s3ri3s.
w@tch K0r3@n dr@m@ s3ri3s.
play mahjong with sister and cOusin.
t0 be ALONE at home blastin loud music.
sleepingg and wakingg up late.
Out Wif tt little honda.
ch1ll 0ut wIf my fRenZ -
Hates
-Falling into the trap
having empty promises -
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
Friday..Last training for sec 4s....
date: 19/04 (started this post) Hiaz 1st i will want to apologize to the current sec 4s who have their last training on fridae 18/4. And i rushed them to get out from the school building coz got to catch up wif the rest at MS.. but oso coz it's late....The cadets were all so sad tt sec 4s were stepping down and Friday was their last training planned by them. And many of them were crying on the way out from school.... During training, we (cis) haha started everything tt we have planned and standardise... haha hmm while hope it can have the result tt we wan... now i started to change myself towards my sec 2... how shld i put it.. after my CIBTC i have some expectations on my sec 2 trying to get them to meet my expectation and wad we came across to have a promise wasn't fulfil at all.. (was tt = empty promise ??) do u think tt i wan to change at tt moment??? i really need to tok to all of you.. and can let mi noe y u all oways nv come for training etc etc etc... when can i get to see all my sec 2s... now i'm facing wad my Ah pa facing during my sec life in Np... but i wan to overcome it... so tt i can proudly say to my ah pa i over come it le and i have grown up... i wan to be like ah pa be like sher... i really hope tt i can teach/develope leaders out from here... i got the heart, got the manpower, got seniors, but no time?? (jus lik my colleague have said "no one wouldn't have no time, but is jus tt they did not manage their time well.. so they claimed tt they have no time..") which i think was really true... so now i wann to manage my time better.. cope wif studies, working, IGs, events, PP, CE, save $$$$$... well it's happened all the year but tis was my 1st time in my Np life... seeing this happening tt cadets cried so jia luk... haha but i understand how they felt... Den after tt went dinner wif Mr. Bear.... haha so cool la went waraku the food was alrite and we ordered quite alot of thing = tt i ate alot over there... haha some picz on wad we had...
Well, see the 1st pic are some of the starters we had.. Cool sia see the 2nd pic... 3rd pic is one of the starters we had and we nv get to finish the veg... sat when to bedok reservior watched kogu for his competition den shereen drove mi and gordon there.. hahah lost way again but still manage to find the way out and got to the distination.. den wait wait wait.. til 5 still haben his team team. cannot wait le sher got to fetch her mum so went off hahah... after tt i become sher nagviator finding the way out to chinatown haha while i jus help a little nia la haha ... and den went work le.. nth special.... same work til closing... be4 i started writing this blog, i saw an email tt was veri disheartening... tt's it.. really tt's it.. i have enough le... i really donoe isn't tt i haven been growing, thinking more or i'm still tt childish remaining at the level where i'm still looking thing on a childish way handling in at a childish way??? would it be lik wad Sher & Ferlin said.... a moment tt i cannot find anyone close to mi tt i can tok to.. the time it happen was arnd 1-3 am plus... i got no 1 to tok to... i was so so so sad(it's all beyond saddness) and who i found was shereen.... tok to her on msn and was crying crying crying don dare to cry out loud, coz mum and sis were all slping don wish to let them noe.... it was tt difficult for mi to pass the slow late nite....3 hours i cried... the veri next day was sunday i supposed to meet her at 1030.. but i overslept coz.. den she wake mi up and i ask her wait for mi go read her email i sent her at the slow late nite... den i faster go prepare everything and reached there she wasnt ready coz too in to the mail.. she oso surprised tt this happended... we have our breakfast den we tok abt it.. tt time i'm still.. abit but no lik the last nite... den took cab down to bedok reservior find kogu haha watch his com... jus nice when i reached, he called and he told mi his team jus went off and came bk.. haha den i was lik hmm okay haha den he was like " i told u rite 12pm , u shld have come earlier, u missed the exciting part.. ytd oso u al missed todae u missed again." (well i'm so sry coz of late nite somthin happen as u noe. tt's y i woke up late and everything was push bk causes mi to be late).. lucky they got into final by time for tt was at 5pm den mi and hui went tp slack chatted alot of things.. all the past past histories tt happened on us... coz of her i got clear of mani things and really letting everything off... Bye to u sista... welcome my fren... today now is mondae/tuesday i'm writing this blog finishin this long long naggy post...hw long i took to finish this post.. haha time 230am..
